ANGER.

I have a lot of anger issues, I realise, but what I'm more appalled by is the amount of sheer ignorance that goes on these days about mental illness. When someone feels down, the first thing people say is "grow a pair" instead of asking if said person is alright. Clinical depression is real, you fucking pricks. Don't believe me? Go read studies on it; it's biological in nature and is maintained by the environment and individual. Some people are lucky - their disorders are not that bad; for instance I would not classify dyslexia as a serious mental disorder.

However, things like depression, schizophrenia are not things to give a brief moment of thought and then promptly ignore. What makes things worse is the way people treat truly depression people - there are lot of suicide cases in the world as a result of this.

I guess ignorance truly is bliss, eh?

Tonsils

...are a useless part of the human anatomy! I need to get mine removed.

This tonsillitis thing is extremely irritating, it's not even funny. I'll probably remove it during the holidays.

LOL EXAMS

..are done

and now the mass amount of tests await

also i'm quite surprised at my predicted grades I'll be using for UCAS. didn't think any teachers thought highly of me :/

New skin

No, it has nothing to do with the New Year or anything. I just wanted a skin where I could type LOTS of text and not make it seem like gigantic walls of text as well as using a skin where I could post full-sized YouTube vids up instead of having to shrink them myself[/sigh].

Anyway, other reason is that I need to post this:

11/1/10 - Mechanics 2 @ 17:00
13/1/10 - Physics 1 @ 17:00
15/1/10 - C4 Maths @ 17:00
15/1/10 - Numerical Methods @ 21:00
20/1/10 - Further Pure 1 @ 19:00
20/1/10 - C3 Maths @ 21:00

How fun. Yes, I am resitting physics 1 cause I'm a noob and was 1 mark off an A. sigh. C3/4 resits for A* cause I'm a nerd etc.

Well w/e back to M2 for me. FML.

fuck you all

humanity is overrated.

Of awesome Cowgirls and Butt dances

Brown Eyed Girls - Candy Man


Kara - Mister



What? You can't blame me for liking girls :3 Also butt dance kicks ass. :DDDDD

RIP Sniffles

Today marks the day of the passing of a great friend.

For those who do not know, there was recently a birth of 2 puppies in my neighbourhood. Sadly, they were strays although I'd really wish I could adopt them. I gave both of them names: Sniffles and Rollies(yeah pretty dumb names, I know, but I don't give a fuck).

When I was walking my dog today, I saw the neighbour, who took care of the puppies and some stray dogs, digging a hole in his garden. Then a while later I saw him carry a lifeless body of a black puppy. There was only one: Sniffles. Rollies was with me and my dog momentarily before she went back home, but I had no sight of Sniffles today and I now know why.

Both the puppies were very young, 3-4 months tops and I feel quite saddened that such a young animal has died. I don't know why she(Rollies) died yet, but I will probably find out tomorrow.

Until then, RIP Sniffles. I'll miss you : ( She was a great friend to me and my dog(although sometimes my dog disagreed with that) and was such a lively puppy. Goodbye, Sniffles.

R. I. P.